--- Ramsey wrote: > From Ramsey Fri Aug 20 20:46:02 1999 > X-Apparently-To: gsquared100@yahoo.com via > mdd502.mail.yahoo.com > Received: from anon.lcs.mit.edu (18.26.0.254) > by mta113.mail.yahoo.com with SMTP; 20 Aug 1999 > 20:41:54 -0700 > Date: 21 Aug 1999 03:46:02 -0000 > Message-ID: > <19990821034602.1642.qmail@nym.alias.net> > From: Ramsey > To: gsquared100@yahoo.com > Subject: Hopelessness > Content-Length: 1377 > > Dear Gail, > > I feel so hopeless and depressed this night. I went > through a > very bad week. I am sorry that I did not respond but > this was my > first chance. I appreciate your sweet offer to > defend me against > Collins. I regret the day I started talking to him. > I believe he > is aware that I am currently making an effort to > make sure the > truth is known about this terrible killer. He has > decided to > destroy my character; hence, any information made > available > through this address will be discounted. > > Oh Gail, I could really use someone to talk to. I > have been > through a dreadful week. While Collins is certain of > me, the very > person I need on my side now, seems to be doubting > me now more > than ever. I felt so close to revealing something of > great > relevance. > > I wish I could find another way to convey my > thoughts and > feelings than through the route I have been trying > for several > months. That contact has become a very close friend > to me. Now, > that really close friend will not even respond to > me. I have > never, until the events that unfolded this weekend, > considered > that I must resort to a different approach. It pains > me to admit > it. > > Do you think we could have a confidence? I recall > you telling me > that you spoke to my mother on the phone. Will I > open Pandora's > Box if I tell you who I am? At this point, I do not > think it > would really matter. > > Patricia